People say some things happen for a reason...But I would say there is a reason behind every thing that happens and whatever happens, it happens for good. This makes me think that whatever you want or like to do sincerely, you should go for it without caring about the endless list of risks and social stigmas. At least then you would not blame someone else for what you are or what you land up in, be it success or failure. You will be responsible for your own actions and learn to create your own destiny if destiny forsakes you. Keep fighting and you will able to create a miracle and I am not joking, miracles do happen. And I will make a miracle happen !